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Woohoo!
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Is finally my 21st birthday! Finally a full adult. I'm really looking forward to my small birthday party with some friends and family. Also I'm going to start working for my best friend starting next week and will be moving into her parents house where she lives since I currently live too far away. This will be the first time I love without my mom. I know it's not often when a mother and daughter have such a strong bond like me and my mom but I'm not ashamed to say that I love my mom very much and am a sad to be living without her for a few years until we can live together again. I'll also really miss my great aunt and brother but this will be a good thing for me to experience. It will give me a sense of independency and I also look forward to it. I hope today goes really well. :3
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Another Meme~ .3.
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Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats. (I prefer cats but I still love my little puppy~
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (I miss my DS and my PSP! T^T Me and my bro share a PS2)
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV. (I hate sports their boring to me. =.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice. (HA! My dad has hardly been in my life. I gre up with 3 moms. My real mom, grandma, and great aunt. My own cat has been in my life more than he has. In fact when June comes along I will of had my cat for half my life, 10 years~)
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (Mah fave colors are black, blue, green, and purple. I also like white, red, and gray~)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
Total = 13
Your Girl Side
[/] You wear lip gloss. (Sometimes.)
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[/] You like wearing jewelry.
[/] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (>_> What? It just never interested me...)
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (I was supposed to start gymnastics when I was a kid but then the first day I was to go I went to the lake with my family before I had to go to my first class for it and decided to see if my older brother could slide threw my legs. It resulted in me faceplanting the ground and fracturing my left arm. :T I wanna try to get into gymnastics when I have the money. It would be good for me to go out and do something like that.)
[/] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories (Sometimes. >3>)
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (I would love to have that many pairs of a miz of boots of slip-ons. Prefrebly black)
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[/] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. (On special outtings.)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total = 9 & 1/2
Girl = 9 & 1/2
Boy = 13
(Well that's almost balanced out. .3. I tag 
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Check The Things You've Done
3 min read
Level one:
[x] Consumed alcohol.
[ ] Smoked a cigarette.
[ ] Watched somebody give birth
[ ] Watch somebody have sex.
[ ] Watched porn.
Points so far: 1
Level Two:
[ ] Flashed your parts.
[ ] Hid something from your lover.
[ ] Played an omegle game.
[x] Went to an anime convention. (I love anime cons~!)
[x] Cried at school.
Points so far: 3
Level 3:
[x] Seen someone else's tits/vagina/penis.
[x] Cried over someone.
[ ] Had a suicide attempt. (I never saw suicide as the answer to my problems.)
[ ] Consumed a cyanide capsule.
[ ] Caught your parent's having sex. (Thankfuly no.)
Points so far: 5
Level 4:
[x] Lost your virginity.
[ ] Kissed a sibling.
[ ] Had sex with one of your friends.
[x] Wanted to have sex with somebody.
[ ] Put a knife to somebody. (I've never even thrown a punch before.)
Points so far: 7
Level 5:
[X] Kissed your dog. (I kiss her on the head.)
[x] Kissed somebody of the opposite sex.
[x] Felt bad about yourself.
[x] Masturbated.
[x] Went fully through puberty
Points so far: 12
Level 6:
[x] Kept a secret and ended up telling it.
[ ] Hit somebody.
[x] Been replaced.
[ ] Lied to make yourself look better.
[x] Broken your phone/computer/etc. (My poor phones are never safe with me.)
Points so far: 15
Level 7:
[ ] Wanted to murder someone.
[ ] Set a fire.
[x] Walked on cold sand.
[ ] Put contacts in your eyes.
[ ] Rode a wave at the beach
Points so far: 16
Level 8:
[x] Done your nails.
[x] Got bitten by a cat.
[ ] Got scared of a big dog.
[ ] Been on the phone for 10+ hours.
[x] Saw something you shouldn't have.
Points so far: 19
Level 9:
[x] Found out about sex by yourself.
[ ] Had your messages read by your parents.
[x] Died inside.
[x] Cut yourself. (In the beggining of high school.)
[x] Listened to a song that made you cry.
Points so far: 23
Final Level:
[x] Had a crush on somebody badly. (Often when I was a kid and when they would find out they would avoid me at all costs. =_
[ ] Dating somebody. (Yeah, I wish...)
[ ] Cheated on somebody and regretted it. (I hate cheating. :T)
[ ] Said something so bad it made someone else cry.
[x] Tagged somebody in this.
Points so far: 25
I tag~
I tag
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81 Questions
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1.What does your DeviantART name mean and why did you join this site?
Kiku Dusk, also known as Kiku Arisa Dusk or BlueFox, is my OC/persona/anime self/alter ego. Its also what I use as my own nick name. Kiku comes from my supposable Japanese name Katokiku. Dusk wasn't originally the last name. It used to be Houndchi which I had come up with my best friend aka Mimo/Mimoshiki real name Cori. Back in middle school we had come up with our anime selves and made them our first OC's. We decided they would be sisters, which isn't the case now, their just friends. But when we were in I think year 11 of high school we were a couple for a bit before breaking up and had a big fight breaking up as friends as well, for nearly a year. During this time I wanted Kiku to have a different last name so it wasn't something I had made with my 'ex bestie'. I thought of Dusk and thought it sounded nice. Since then its been the same. (Also me and her became friends after I came back to our old school from being in an alternative school. I kinda like how that all went. Cause now I know that no matter what me and her will always become friends again if we fight. Cause that fight was the biggest fight we had.) (As usual that was drawn out. >.<) As for reason I joined DA is cause I love writing and art. I also wanted to make friends with similar interests.
aka Mimo/Mimoshiki real name Cori. Back in middle school we had come up with our anime selves and made them our first OC's. We decided they would be sisters, which isn't the case now, their just friends. But when we were in I think year 11 of high school we were a couple for a bit before breaking up and had a big fight breaking up as friends as well, for nearly a year. During this time I wanted Kiku to have a different last name so it wasn't something I had made with my 'ex bestie'. I thought of Dusk and thought it sounded nice. Since then its been the same. (Also me and her became friends after I came back to our old school from being in an alternative school. I kinda like how that all went. Cause now I know that no matter what me and her will always become friends again if we fight. Cause that fight was the biggest fight we had.) (As usual that was drawn out. >.<) As for reason I joined DA is cause I love writing and art. I also wanted to make friends with similar interests.2.What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
I was obsessed with Bleach and Luppi. Right now its kind of a mix of things.
3. How many watchers do you have now?
40
4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
5. Do you comment fav, or both?
I usually just fave cause even with just commenting I'm shy, but I'm starting to comment on stuff more.
6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
Every now and again.
7. What is your most popular deviation?
8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
The Walking Dead, almost anything on HGTV, and the Suite Life On Deck (What? I grew up on that show and the season before it. X3)
9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Bodies. ._. Its the only thing keeping me from drawing stuff without bases. =_=
10. Summer or winter?
Summer
11. Rain or Sun?
Rain
12. What's your favorite type of music?
I like a mix. Some of my faves are metal, dubstep, techno, some pop, and some rock.
13. PC or Mac?
PC
14. Anime or Manga?
Depends on how I feel.
15. Coke or Pepsi?
Pepsi. I think it tastes better and I think I've heard people say its better for you than Coke is.
16. Read or TV?
Depends.
17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
Depends. Sometimes most of the day, other times part of the day, and now and again hardly to none at all.
18. Name a hidden talent.
Does having learned to swim all by myself count?
19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
Depends.
20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
Wendy's
21. What are top 3 favorite books?
Mmmmm.
Dramacon
Vampire Kisses
The Chronicles of Vladimir Tod
22. Wii or Playstation?
Playstation
23. Name 3 of your favorite bands.
Black Veil Brides
Gorillaz
The Ready Set
24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
Depends. I'm pretty fast if I type my own way. But if its the way they taught us in school then I'm slow/medium. I don't get why you need a typing class. As long as you can type well isn't that all that counts? Not having to put your fingers in cerian positions over the keys?
25. Do you like Denny's?
Denny's is ok.
26. What is your favorite emoticon?
I really like the emoticons :3 and (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧ (Its just so cute~! >w<)
27. What is your favorite type of pie?
PUMPKIN!!!!
28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
Yush. I remember one time in I think middle school when Mimo () was staying the night we couldn't fall asleep all night. We got like a 5 minute nap. We were perfectly awake the whole day and when I got home my great Aunt told me my mom said I wasn't allowed to take a nap or anything and I was like 'That's fine, not even tired.'. XD
) was staying the night we couldn't fall asleep all night. We got like a 5 minute nap. We were perfectly awake the whole day and when I got home my great Aunt told me my mom said I wasn't allowed to take a nap or anything and I was like 'That's fine, not even tired.'. XD29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
Only every day almost the whole time I'm on my computer which is most of every day unless I got something better to do.
30. Are you a member on any other sites besides DA?
Multiple. And none of my accounts have the same password, not even my alters. All my passwords are written down that I keep an eye on and leave in my room unless needed.
31. Do you cosplay?
YESH! Love cosplaying.
32. Fruits or sweets?
As long as I can have strawberry's then fruit. But otherwise I want sweets! (I do like other fruits but strawberry's take the cake and I really love sweet things.)
33. Name 3 artists you admire.
The same as my favorite artists. If only I could draw even half as good as any of them~
34. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Buttered and salted. Yeah I know I'm gonna die from unhealthiness. XD
35. Have you skipped school?
Multiple times. Some times my mom would even let me play hooky so we could go out and spend time together doing something fun like seeing a movie, going to the mall, crafting, ect.
36. Have you been on a plane?
Yes. Only twice. It was while I was living in Virginia for a year. I had came to Michigan for a couple weeks to visit to see my Great Aunt and bro and also got to see my bestie Mimo (we went camping~!)
37. Have you swam in an ocean?
No. And I never want to. I LOVE swimming. But big bodies of water scare me and I've heard of people getting stug by jelly fish and what not. I know my luck is bad enough that I would get stung or something. No. Just. No.
38. Have you been iceskating?
Yes. I really like it but I don't get to very often. I actually used to take classes when I was a kid.
39. Favorite vacation spot.
Well it depends. I liked it when my mom, bro, grandma, great aunt, and myself went up north and stayed in a cabin for like a week or two with no TV, computers, ect. We had power for lights and the kitchen in the cabin but other than that we would go out and do stuff around the area. We even went to Mackinac Island. (I ate sooo much fudge I got sick and haven't hardly ate any since.) I plan on my mom and myself along with maybe my triplets and bestie going some time. I want to go to an amusement park for 3 days. There is one kind of near by called Cedar Point and they have a package where you can stay for 3 days and go to both their water and amusement park. (One of my fave rides called 'Chaos' by Chance. Apparently the ride had fallen off its base and I think it was said some people got hurt once. This is the ride ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrqTr3… I had only gotten to ride it once back on an 8th grade field trip and then when I was thinking of going to Cedar Point soon last year I looked at their thrill rides and it was gone. I looked it up and it said all but a couple of the 'Chaos' rides were taken out of amusement parks. I even liked it more than Cedar Point's 'Maxair'. T^T I also like going to this camping spot with Mimo that we're going to this summer.
40. Ever been on t.v?
Nope. And I don't like being on film thanks. :3
41. Favorite salad dressings?
Italian. =w=
42. What do you do to relax?
Listen to music, day dream, ect.
43. What is the last film you saw in the theaters?
I think Wreck It Ralph. I could be wrong. Its been a while cause no money.
44. Favorite Sandwich?
Hmmm. I guess egg salad. But if a sub counts then an Italian sub from Cottage Inn. >w< I want one now. Why did I have to think of one of my fave foods? >.<
45. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
JAPAN!
46. Favorite time of the day?
Night~
47. What did you want to be when you were little?
A vet.
48. What do you want to be now?
I don't really know. But until I do know my friend offered me a job at the dog groomers shes gonna open sometime in the future. So I have a job when I finally get my diploma.
49. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
Blake Bliss~! Hes such a nice guy. Funny and caring. >w<
50. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
Misa Amane from Death Note. And no its not cause she hangs all over Light. I hate him too. I hate Misa cause shes overly cheerful and annoying. (Note: I don't hate all female characters.)
51. When is your birthday?
May 19th
52. Favorite type of ice cream?
Blue Moon and Mint Chocolate Chip
53. Last book you read?
Uuuuummmmmm. I think Dramacon.
54. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
Hottopic. Totally.
55. Do you buy / sell / both on ebay?
Nope. I buy my stuff from Amazon.
56. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
Idk.
57. Favorite all time tv show?
Uuuhhhh. (If Hedone High by was real that would be my for sure fave.) I don't really have a favorite. Some I really like are Sword Art Online, Eden of the East, Detentionaire, MLP FIM, and Family Guy.
was real that would be my for sure fave.) I don't really have a favorite. Some I really like are Sword Art Online, Eden of the East, Detentionaire, MLP FIM, and Family Guy.58. What was your favorite show as a kid?
Ed, Edd, and Eddy (For the longest time I had thought Double D was a girl. XP Someone I know thought so too at first.)
59. What are you listening to right now?
The Ready Set
60. What is the last thing you ate?
Mint Chocolate Chip ice cream cone and Strawberry's!
61. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Cyan~ or Sky Blue
62. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
I believe how they dress, then how they look.
63. Favorite sport to play?
Not really into sports. But in middle school in gym we had this activity called Floor Hockey where we had small hocky sticks and a fake puck and would just run around on the gym floor trying to score points in the other teams net.
64. Favorite Day of the Year?
Halloween I guess.
65. Hugs or Kisses?
If with most people then hugs. If its with my signifigant other than kisses~
66. Chocolate or vanilla?
Chocolate
67. Favorite Board Game?
I guess Trouble or Life. Oh I also like Candy Land. XD
68. Favorite smells
Pretty much anything sweet.
69. What inspires you?
Music, others art, life, ect.
70. Do you have any piercings?
Nope. I had ear piercings when I was in the 4th grade but had to take them out cause my luck I'm someone who's allergic to wearing cheap stuff like metal. If I wasn't I would prob get them again along with an eyebrow piercing and snake bites. Tho I have a cheat for the snake bites. I have a couple medium loops you use to connect things like necklaces and bracelets together that I have pulled apart at the ends and slip on my lips.
71. How many siblings do you have?
4. All half siblings. One from my mom, three from my dad. I live with my bro that I share my mom with. I don't remember ever really talking to my bro, Ryan, from my dad. One of my sisters, Alli I meet (And I guess I had meet her and out bro when we were younger.) online and we talk. As for my other sister Amanda she refuses to talk to me cause she hates dad. (Don't blame her but why take it out on me what did I do?) (Tho who knows my dad slept around a lot, even when with my mom the a**, so I might have a crap ton more siblings that not even my dad knows about.)
72. Bacon Bits or croutons?
Croutons
73. Favorite Day of the Week?
Saturday
74. Favorite phrase
'I'm a perfect little angel that does nothing wrong~' (Its something I came up with one day and its a complete lie. XD)
'You no longer walk alone.' - Blake Bliss
75. Favorite Restaurant?
I guess The Old Country Buffet or Cascarelli's
76. Favorite animals?
Foxes! And I also looooove Kittys~
77. Favorite thing to do outside?
Swimming~
78. Favorite thing to do when it's raining?
Be on the computer. Which is what I do all the time anyways.
79. Favorite Disney character.
Jack Frost from Rise of the Guardians!
80. Do you like coffee? If so, what is your favorite brand?
Yesh. And as long as it doesn't taste like crap any original flavor is fine with me~
81. Tag six people
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[ ] Kissed someone before dating
[ ] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum (Teachers at my school didn't care, they let kids chew gum.)
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test (I never cheated on a test. Where would that help me in life? ._.)
Total so far: 0
[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 2 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it (Heck my mom would let me play hookie and we would go out and do something fun together. :3)
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class (I mostly kept quiet in school other thana round my one true friend Mimo/Cori cause most people in my school made fun of me and most of the staff and teachers disliked me for no reason so I rarely even talked. :/)
Total so far: 3
[x] Got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school (Multipul times. : P )
[x] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[ ] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 7
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school hours
[x] Listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
Total so far: 10
[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission
[ ] Broke the dress code
[ ] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class
Total so far: 12
[ ] Gotten a call from school
[x] Been called the worst student (They said I was the trouble maker even thoI would sit there and try my best to ignore everyone making fun and laughing at me. I never did ANYTTHING to be a trouble maker. I guess being a target of the whole school, even younger grades, for being made fun of is the new touble maker/worst student. (Tho this was in my hometown school, not the awesome school I went to in Virginia for a year. Heck the staff there didn't know who my hometown school was talking about in my papers cause I was doing awesome in my VA school!))
[ ] Punished on a school trip because you behaved badly
[ ] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking (Some times I wish I had...)
Total so far: 13
[ ] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class (I think only a couple times, and it had been with the teachers permission cause I wasn't feeling well.)
[x] Cursed at a teacher behind their back (In my head yeah XD)
[ ] Copied homework
[x] Got in trouble with the principal/vice principal (I had been an idiot in middle school and threatined a kid with my kunai's, which I didn't have on me the day the principal cheked thew my things. Tho she did make copies of a '7 Minutes In Heaven' Bleach or Naruto storie me and my friend Mimo/Cori was writing. ._.)
[ ] Thrown food in the lunch room
Total so far: 16
Multiply by 3. Post as "I screwed up" % of my teenage student' s life" Tag 10 people, they have to do it too. How much of your teenage life have you screwed up?
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